Wednesday, December 3, 2008

Anger









I wasted so much time today bring angry. Angry with J cos he is still a fool. He still believes that line of shit that Eddie told him all those years ago. Some stratagy I had, hang in for 13 years, work my ass off, give up what I wanted so J would have what he wanted, pay his medical bills, put my hopes and dreams aside and take care of J through his accidents and illnesses. And then leave him high and dry? Yeah right. J always sided with Eddie. He still does and it makes me sick and angry.
The second things that made me mad was MA. She wants the lamps back. 2 lamps that she gave me and the 4 I bought from her dad. What a nasty hateful bitch. She claims that she might just take a little trip up here.
And now the sun is sinking into the western winter sky and I am tired. And a little sad. Tired and up.
Not in the mood for nonsense.
I don't like feeling this way.

1 comment:

Freebird said...

Very nice pic, i love it!

Greetings from Spain.